|Never again will I feel this way!
I heard the voice from far away
I thought it gone from my domain
But it has returned time and again
Why can't I live free from the thoughts that ring through my head?
I fold myself in, to rebuild the wall I had so carefully dropped down
Brick by brick I tore it down, it did not fall
I thought I'd be free from it by now, but it's just as high as ever
Brick by brick, it rises high
I'm so weary of the battle I can't even try
I didn't fall in I cry
It built, it grew around me!
Why can't I break free?
What does this thing want from me?
How alone can I be before it happens again?
Where can I run to when the wall is up?
Who can help me now?
When will I know?
Late August 1997